I’m not a good person and I have a lot to work on - I really need to focus on some self-improvement. There are countless things I’ve done that I feel horrible for, looking back in disbelief that I was/am capable of doing such things to people. I’m tired of having to look back at myself with such disgust; instead, I would like to begin looking back and feel proud of myself - left with disbelief by the good I had been/will be capable of. Before I can make up for all the wrong, I need to make up the wrong I’ve done to myself.
That is my one confession.